Massive Update.

I know it has been a while. I nearly forgot about this thing.

First things first; in my previous post I mentioned something that devastated me. I'll be quick with this, because it was so long ago.

Well, basically, I had a wonderful week with this girl, Maryann, that I had fallen for in high school and I never thought that I would ever see her again. She came to visit from San Fransisco and we just hit it off. It couldn't have gone any better. Everything progressed so quickly. I wasn't ready to let her go again. In the end, I had to and I still think about her daily. I miss her more than anything.. I'm not going to give up on her. (I'm done with this sob-story.)

Cosmo got arrested, so I didn't end up moving in with the guy. I ended up moving in with some girl I met named Rachel. We got a two bedroom apartment in Santa Ana together and everything seemed to be working out for me. I had a reliable job, a nice place to live, a lot of friends to comfort me, and I was actually about to start making good money. Of course, if you know me, my luck is something out of this world.. Rachel turned out to be a psycho and decided to cancel the lease, which meant that we both had to pay a fee with money that we didn't have. I had a month to figure out where I was going.

Somewhere in between all this chaos, a face from my past, Cervante, came into the picture. We had gone to elementary school together and hadn't seen each other for thirteen years. She had found me on Facebook. We ended up talking and grew pretty fond of one another.

The month had ended quickly leaving me no other option, but to move back in with my insane mother. Shortly after moving back in with her, I had been laid off from my employer of three years. Unemployed, broke, and broken Cervante and I kept things alive. My relationship with my mother was in the gutter and I couldn't bare to be around her any longer. Cervante had offered me to stay with her in L.A. and I took her up on it.

So, I am currently living with her and we are now dating. Our relationship is dysfunctional and I don't know how much longer we will be together. We're supposed to be moving back down to Orange County on the 30th of this month, but I'm not sure if I'll be coming back with or without her.

I hate Christmas.